SID - Rain Lyric

June’s lies and the truth in front of my 

eyes are put away in sepia tones.

Nestling close to one another, warmth; 

I don’t understand those things anymore.

“You’ll be fine on your own… right?” you said, 

forcing it upon me and then you said goodbye.

If it’s going to be that kind of consolation 

then I should be tired of hearing it by now.

Endlessly ringing; the merciless memories 

seem to have no intention of  forgiving me.

If i close my eyes they will only grow 

surrounding me at a distance you laugh.

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder? 

For a pretty long time now it’s been cold.

Why does the rain choose me? Why does 

it choose me who has nowhere to escape to?

Time intrudes on the new morning I finally found.

The direction I face is not the future 

I kept chasing after the past.

You, who gave me a new start by your 

consolations and the hateful and cowardly me.

It’s about time… Fumbling, my troubles 

spill down my tired cheeks.

Eyes that don’t want to know the past 

and fingers that can wash it all away.

Scars heal at a gentle pace; at an unreachable 

distance  that seems to be within reach.

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder? 

For a pretty long time now it’s been cold.

Why does the rain choose me? 

I wonder if it’s ok to let it cover me.

The rain keeps on falling today 

as well knowing no end.

While we quietly nestle together 

under the umbrella I hold.